*It's Been A While*

Hey to those of you that actually read this! lol Happy Early Merry Thanksgiving!! I hope you all have a tremedously awesome Thanksgiving. I know I will!

Gosh, it's been forever since I've been on here. I've been really busy with school and work and then most weekends I spend with my boyfriend, Ashton, in Thomaston. It's been nine days since I've seen him and 15 days since I've actually got to spend time with him and it's driving me crazy!! The day I did get to see him for a few hours, we were at my old house (the one on the market) mowing the lawn and we really didn't get to spend any time together. So needless to say, I'm kinda havin withdrawals, I miss him sooo much!! BUT the good news is this, I get to spend Wednesday after work (whenever I pull into T-Town) through Sunday afternoon with him for Thanksgiving! I'm really looking forward to it.

Well, to update you guys. I enjoy work very much. I answer the phone, make deposits, run to the bank, sort the mail, scan invoices, file the invoices, make copies of things, and do whatever needs to be done. (Sry if I've already told ya'll this, I can't remember). Like today I had to clean some stuff out of some drawers for one of the big boss's. Anywayz, I enjoy my job and I enjoy most of the people I work it. Nancy is an extremely nice lady and she is my supervisor. Natasha is an extremely nice lady as well and we work together. She helps me out when I need it and I help her out. She's the one that trained me, since I took her job. Everyone else is really nice too. The mechanics like to come through and flirt/tease me, but I suppose I am used to it. lol. (I'm not so sure Ashton likes it, but oh well). But yah, I enjoy going to work and being there most of the time! lol. School is alright I suppose. I have the Econ EOCT coming up Thursday the 30th and Friday the 1st. I'm a little nervous, but it'll be ok. Plus, I'm ready for this semester to be over and I can start over with some new classes. I'm hoping I can get office aid, so I don't have to take a business class *groans*. I know I know, I'm being lazy. But oh well. I've got to take British Lit too and I'm kinda scared of whom I might run into in my new classes, but I've got plenty of time to think about that and pray about it too lol. But anywho, for the most part, I suppose life is good. I miss being able to go out with friends and just be crazy and have a blast and do whatever, but it's ok I suppose. Everyone's senior year can't be played out like in a movie, some people's actually has to be reality, lol. Oh oh! I bought my dress for the military ball. I bought it online, so I haven't even tried it on or anything, which bothers me, but I'm sure it will be fine! It's gorgeous! And if it doesn't fit, I can return it to a store near me or send it back. Anywayz, I'm excited about it.

I've gotta run! Lots of love to you all and have a very merry Thanksgiving! Eat lots and lots for me and you both!!

-Love always- Meg

New Job

18th Birthday

Hey ya'll! How r ya? I haven't been here in forever. I got myspace and its kinda addictive. lol. Anywayz, I turned 18 on October 8, 2006. I had an awesome birthday and this weekend I had an awesome party. Ashton came over Friday night and spent the ENTIRE weekend with me. My brother, Susan and her kids, Samena, and Ben all came over Saturday night and we had a party. It was really fun. Anywayz, I just wanted to update ya'll and put up some new pics.

*Ashton and I*...I love Ashton...

*Ashton's Gurl*

Hey ya'll. It has been a while since I last wrote on here. I seem to be coming out of my state of depression. FINALLY! lol. This weekend I went to T-Town for homecoming and it was awesome!!! I got to spend most of my time with Ashton, which was really awesome. I got to see and hang out with a bunch of my friends, which was completely awesome as well. The parade was sooo totally kewl and the game was great! I got to sit with Casey and whatnot, it was great. Also, we won!!! GO KNIGHTS!!! Anywayz, it was just totally awesome. Anywayz, well Saturday me and Ashton became "official".. so incase anyone was wondering about the title of this entry, it is true, we are dating now. He's awesome and so is his family!! I just adore him and his family!! His twin sister is so completely awesome. Hayden, you might have heard me mention her. I've known her for like a year or so now and she's great. I loved my first period cause we got to talk every day and she's just the sweetest person you'll ever meet! She gave up her room for me to come and stay Friday night and she was even sick.. Anywayz, school went well today. I talked with some of my "friends" and yeah. Like, on my way to second period, I saw Brittany and we walked to Mr. Wilson's class together and that was nice to have someone to talk to while I was walking, cause it seems like everyone looks at me as if I'm some foreign object or something. I dunno, it's just weird. Anywayz, I'm just soo happy. All I can think about is Ashton, *blushes*.. he's been all I could think about for a while, but yeah we won't go there. lol. I talked with my mom and whatnot, cause like, last night I thought she was upset with me, but turns out she was just really tired and she's not upset at all. Of course, she has given me some "advice/her opinion" of things in mine and Ashton's relationship, like she normally does when I first get into a relationship. Well, ok, this is only my second one, but she did with the last one to. My mom is awesome, she always gives me her input, if she feels she needs to and it usually gets to me thinking. I don't always agree, but I'm glad she cares enough to evaluate situations I get myself into. Ok, so I know this sounds bad or something, but it's not. She really likes Ashton, or at least what she knows of him so far. I hope he can come down and spend the weekend of the 14th with me. Cause I'm gonna have a little b-day party and invite some friends (well, they are more like third and fourth mom's lol) but yah and my brother and his g/f and whatnot. So it will practically just be family (we consider Susan and Samena family). Anywayz, they will all love to meet him and probably embarrass me and interigate him lol. Naw, they aren't at all interigating, well my brother might be, but yah. We are all crazy and love to have fun, so I don't think there will be a problem. Well, I just thought I'd update ya'll on my life. I have a math mid-term tomorrow and an econ mid-term on Thursday. Neither one should be to bad. The math one will be tedious, but it'll be ok. I can't wait until we are out of school on Wednesday. I haven't quite decided if we are going to T-Town that day or not. Probably not, cause I'd prefer to go on Saturday, but my mom informed me that I might be working, so I'm not to sure. :-S I don't have an interview with Arby's until Thursday and, therefore, won't know when I'll start work until that day, so I'm not exactly sure what to do. I can't go not seeing Ashton for like two weeks. Umm NO! lol. I miss him soo much! I miss his hugs! I miss everything about him! *sigh* But at least there's comfort in knowing that he's mine. . Well, ya'll have a good day. I'll ttyl and God bless. I love you all.

Love Always - Megan Ann

DON'T FORGET TO SCROLL DOWN AND LOOK AT MY SENIOR PICTURES!

Well ya'll, I don't think I've ever been so depressed in my entire life. I've never stayed in my pj's as much as I have in the past two days. Its like one o'clock and I'm not even dressed yet. Actually, I haven't even taken a shower yet! Um, how about this. Shopping isn't even an incentive to get me to get dressed!! Ahh!! This is driving me crazy, I don't know how much longer I can stand this. It's like I dread every second of every day and without having my cell phone, I feel completely secluded, because I can't just text anyone or receive any texts and no one can call me and GRR!!! I think I just want to cry!! I miss Thomaston, I miss my friends, I miss my dog, I miss Jonathan and our relationship, I miss school in T-Town. Gosh, its like I get up and can barely get myself out of bed. Its like, do I have to go on with another day? Do I have to go to school today?? I mean, yeah I get out at 10:50, but there's some security in having friends and knowing people, rather than just walking through the halls like a loner or something. Then going home and having nothing to do but watch tv or clean or something and I'm not really in the mood to finish unpacking my room or anything. Being on another desparate search for a job is about to drive me crazy too. Gosh, I think I could just scream!!! At this time on a Sunday, i used to always be with Jonathan and we'd probably be eating right now. *sigh*. It's like what's the point in going on? There's nothing to look forward to. Nothing to make me want to get out of bed, get dressed and go on with my day. I know that's sad and I should be thankful for just being alive, but good grief, being so depressed is just making me even more depressed. I don't even remember the last time I was smiling, besides when I was T-Town and I was at Sonic or talking to Robbie at the game. But, I can't remember ever smiling here. :(. Just being so depressed gets me down. I'm the type of person that loves going out and hanging out with friends, being happy, smiling, having a fun time, being crazy. I don't know, I'm just out going and love to enjoy life.. will life ever be like that again? Can I ever be as happy as I was in Thomaston? When I had my dog, had a boyfriend, had tons of friends, loved going to school, loved going to work, loved life in general...Is life supposed to be this way? All sad and depressing? I mean, I know i've been through a lot in the past three weeks and its hard and I'm grieving, but its like no matter how hard I TRY to be happy, I just can't and if I am, its just for a minute or two. Its like i'm soo isolated or something. I don't even know. GRR. I just wish things could be the way they were. I'm about to go nutz, not having anyone to talk to and whatnot. I just don't even know.. blah!!

Well enough complaining for one day. I'll ttyl and God bless.